ᴠᴀᴍᴘɪʀᴇ:

             The tone of the girl’s voice broke
her heart— well, if she had one. However,
Carmilla was never good at these things.
She was never good at comforting someone,
or talking in general. She was always quiet
and stayed in the background. The thought
of the new vampire being so distraught and
fearful of the situation was kind of unsettling.
She tried to think back to when she was turned.
She was afraid, but she didn’t remember how
afraid she was. It was all new. The world was
seen in a brand new light that she had never
thought about in life. She wondered if the other
saw it that way.

             “Ava… That’s a pretty name. Where did you
              come from? I haven’t seen you around the
              campus before… You look entirely too young
              to be attending college, anyway.”

  ♚ ;;  ava opened her mouth to answer, but found that no words came out.
           she honestly did not know how or why she was at the college ( she
           didn’t even like education all that much ) and it honestly hurt a little
           to think about it. almost as if her own mind was repressing her from
           thinking about it ( the thought of her mind keeping her own memories
           from her sounded bizarre ). so instead of thinking why she was there,
           she simply tried to remember the last thing she could and– maggie.
           maggie had been the last person she had been with, and she could
           recall P A I N. she couldn’t blame maggie though, the way she had
           treated the other when they were younger was terrible. she felt
                  something catch in her throat as she spoke. 

          ’ i live not too far from here– actually im kind of in walking distance…
           the last thing i can remember is being with my… friend ( she cringes
           saying the word friend ) maggie. ’