going on a hiatus on this blog until i get over my stupid insecurities and stop being a little depressed piss baby. i don’t know how long i’ll be gone, considering that there are so many better avas. if you need me, i’ll be over at saltxtus.
The tone of the girl’s voice broke her heart— well, if she had one. However, Carmilla was never good at these things. She was never good at comforting someone, or talking in general. She was always quiet and stayed in the background. The thought of the new vampire being so distraught and fearful of the situation was kind of unsettling. She tried to think back to when she was turned. She was afraid, but she didn’t remember how afraid she was. It was all new. The world was seen in a brand new light that she had never thought about in life. She wondered if the other saw it that way.
“Ava… That’s a pretty name. Where did you come from? I haven’t seen you around the campus before… You look entirely too young to be attending college, anyway.”
♚ ;; ava opened her mouth to answer, but found that no words came out. she honestly did not know how or why she was at the college ( she didn’t even like education all that much ) and it honestly hurt a little to think about it. almost as if her own mind was repressing her from thinking about it ( the thought of her mind keeping her own memories from her sounded bizarre ). so instead of thinking why she was there, she simply tried to remember the last thing she could and– maggie. maggie had been the last person she had been with, and she could recall P A I N. she couldn’t blame maggie though, the way she had treated the other when they were younger was terrible. she felt something catch in her throat as she spoke.
’ i live not too far from here– actually im kind of in walking distance… the last thing i can remember is being with my… friend( she cringes saying the word friend ) maggie. ’
“What are you doing?” Eyebrows furrowed in slight agitation. Wrathia could not believe this. You would think that living inside of Ava for a good fifteen years would get her well acquainted with her glaring stupidity. But alas the former vengess queen found herself groaning in frustration.
“That’s a terrible idea! Stop trying to think for yourself and listen to my plan. We both know how great of a strategic planner I am.”
♚ ;; ‘ if you’re such an oh-so great strategic PLANNER then tell me, what should i do ?! you got me into this mess !! you should’ve told me how LONG the potion effects would’ve lasted and how much it would’ve drained from me !!‘ she basically hissed through the phone. she was crouched down under the remains of one of the TITAN buildings ( wrathia and her had nearly wrecked the whole planet ) and now, she was being H U N T E D for.
’ i don’t have any other ideas so hurry up and give me one !! or i’m going to get captured and we’re going to end up FAILING this pact !! ’
blake froze, back pressing against the wall. she had an A D V A N T A G E, almost blending in with the shadows themselves. she blinked, amber pools glancing to her companion as the footsteps headed by. she could hear them even after they left the young girl’s earshot, and she only budged once she was sure they weren’t coming back. rough, callused palms rubbed themselves together as she glanced out of the doorway, making sure the coast was clear.
‘ alright, but.. how are we to get off of this planet? i don’t have a ship, nor does it look like we’ll be able to take one, either.. ‘
along with how tight security was, it almost looked impossible for them to even take a step out of the building. she looked back at ava, trembling fingers curled around the doorknob.
‘ we at least need to come up with a PLAN, if nothing else. ‘
her face was glowing slightly as the footsteps passed, obviously being from f e a r and p a n i c. with one hand, she rubbed her temples, a grim frown formed on her lips. she leaned against the wall, sliding down it into a sitting position as she thought of potentially just WHAT they could do. she was exhausted, from the usage of that WRETCHED potion wrathia had ordered her to do ( though, the after feeling of DESTROYING felt ｍｉｒａｃｕｌｏｕｓ despite it being so, so painful. taking it had been painful at first, but it hadn’t been long before she l o s t herself and let wrathia take over. )
’ i-i think (?) i have an idea… it-it’s risky but i think it might work… ’ she spoke, inhaling a deep breath as she prepared to explain in a hushed tone. ’ so, TITAN soldiers right now are currently evacuating a lot of the followers on this planet… so basically we just need to find some way to sneak on. we-we could steal someone’s id card or whatever and use it if they ask who we are… ’
❝ Huh, I could have sworn you weren’t that short… ❞ She muttered as she thought back to when her && her twin had been sent to put the tracking device in Odin’s ring. Then again, not only had she been up in a tree, she had only caught a glimpse of the female before her && Raven had to leave as to not risk being seen by their brother.
♚ ;; ’ what ?? i don’t think we’ve met before, so i don’t know why you’d assume my height– and i’m not short !!‘ she huffed, a frown forming on her lips. ava was clueless as to who the girl before her was ( the other did look a little similar to someone she knew ). she could not recall any time she might have spotted the stranger ( maybe she had been at TITAN’s HQ ).
